I've decided not to reply in hope to escape further brawl which may sour this friendship.
Seems like im so desperate to be loved again..
The reason to hide the truth for somebody.
Asphyxiating myself. Im...I..
"What has got over you. You're frightening me."
In truth, I'm not so sure anymore.
But I'm definite, that I have grown out of my ways and it has been the most painful yet, the most fruitful phrase in my life.
Maybe, its what we call 'when maturity steps in'. I get a clearer picture now.
Atleast, I know how it finally feels like to take my first step to free myself.
I'm advancing at last.
It comes with a price though.
It isn't the my old self anymore.
He knew he wasn't ready for the sophicated facade which could just shield him from the glance that knows.
He know that he has to be strong.
Hes trying.
the memories that keep creeping back.