Thursday, July 30, 2009
Drowning in a rising tide.
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Though at some point, I beg to differ.
posted at 5:55 AM
Friday, July 24, 2009
been watching movies all day to kill some time. i really hate holidays.
Literally, hate.
can't believe that im actually talking to myself..wow
posted at 5:47 AM
Friday, July 17, 2009
Was walking home today when I received a horrible message.
Due to some certain yet uncertain circumstances, I figured that it would be best that I keep all identities behind that wall of animosity, especially sensitive ones.
Guaranteed unaltered details.
hmm..most of it at least.
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From: Zames
PS: this sms is sent to 2 Dean, yuxuan and junyong, pls forward 2 junyu. Fuck u. Fuck all of u doing the english oral with Ms phua. Fuck every fucking one of u. Fuck u and ur motherfucking 4H class. All of u r hurting me now. How dare u sing the motherfucking song infront of me. How dare u do oral with the motherfucker in the library. U think i wont find out? U think i stupid? I walked into the library and saw u all talking with the motherfucker like friends. I wanted 2 say hello 2 u all, but no. Found a new friend? Don need me anymore? Fine. Just tell me and we can stop being friends. I'm gonna giv u all one last chance. For those of u who think i'm over-reacting, FUCK U... now i know how its like 2 be angry at friends, like yongliang.
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Anyway, dean, yuxuan and junyu each received the message.
I got every one's reply to him.
Dean: Ermm dude...we n0t with *******s group...i and junyu,junyong tagged along.went to do conversation.,i didnt even say anything t0 him at all!pls lah,i swear u are way aether than *******.
Yuxuan: haha,i receive le
-okay that reply was meant for me anyway, and I couldn't stop imagining wad his face was like by a mis-sent would do.
anyway, I received junyu's reply thereafter.
Junyu:seriously, ask him stfu. His enemy is not mine i dont care if his my " friend "
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So, I figured that I should probably have mine sent too. I haven't done so, though.
"Really it makes me wonder.. But before that, there are some issues that i wish to clarify and made known. First off first, i do not wish that the qualm will not rage any further than this. Next, as I will probably be the first to make a reply, I guess that its only right that I have to speak up on the behalf of the rest that you have unrightfully insulted; therefore, I shall be addressing myself as we where necessary.
Though I have a strong doubt that you are not going to finish the message, I am decided about sending it as it would probably get this weight off my chest. Its really up to you to believe what I am going to relate next."
But I reached home right after that message so I put it to drafts, dropped my phone in its usual slot and informed the rest.
And there was this lot of petty debate that went on. I am no part of it and neither do I have any interest to be.
At last, there came the last message from Zames, forwarded to me by Dean and yuxuan.
Zames: ok, wah dean and yuxuan understand so well. Ok, I forgive u 2, but i think junyong angry with me 4 sure. U 2 dun get involved, later i talk 2 junyong myself. Don't worry, ok?
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Hey.. I was like WTF?
My considerably fair day was destroyed by an moron who starts accusing us for being with his enemy?
We make our own choices of the friends we choose and I don't need someone to be there to criticise who they are when you hardly know them yourselves. They are not for you to judge.
Its not even the first time that I have snapped at you and have [A] to tell you off.
Please lah, I had enough of your endless complaints and meaningless blabbers abouts humans. (look in the mirror- that is one disaster)
Oh, if I haven't mentioned, it would be nice if I can at least have a day of peace without having a booming book of colorful vocabs dictionary buzzing at our ears all the time.
Filthy little turd, your frequent "too-hard-too-be-named aka dig nose/ears" habits really irks me. Oops?!
Also, I would like to add that we don't need your forgiveness or chance you ass. WE have done nothing wrong so far. and stop restricting us from any freaking things we WANT to and WILL do.
Btw, about the message I intended to send, what really meant was...
"Really it makes me wonder.. But before that, there are some issues that I wish to clarify and made known. First off first, I want to warn you that that this qualm will probably end you in the fucking jail. Next, as I will probably be the first to make a reply, I guess that its only right that I have to speak up for my friends not yours, that you have unrightfully insulted; therefore, I shall be addressing myself as we where necessary.
Though I think that you would fucking die from an overheat after you finished the message, I am decided about sending it as it would probably fuck you off. P.S. Its not really up to you to fuck anyone you like."
Ugly, ugly korean.
posted at 4:04 AM
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Get well soon, I guess.
posted at 10:26 PM
Friday, July 3, 2009
Lest, I expected a reply which never came.
Complete seen-through today,
glad to have realized..in time.
Then, I shall carve on your body..
the lesson of what penace is exacted for soiling another's pride.
posted at 3:17 AM