Wednesday, December 31, 2008
First of all,
My New Year Greetings,
Not to all, but to the very few I care about. :)
But just to bring up the previous posts,
Biasness-ccb,
+pcb
so that makes double or I would add KNN for the third equal the biasness out.
Okay and as promise to make a more cheerful post,
Im gonna o_O...
Hii TeeHee -_-|||
Ps. Jiayi. Thanks for the letter :D Happy New year to you and bb :D especially.
No new year resolution this year`
Kay its secret :D
posted at 8:23 AM
Saturday, December 27, 2008
我肯定了。。。
这感觉。
posted at 3:10 AM
Friday, December 26, 2008
The tears that I tried holding back.
I wished that those are words of anger,
and you never meant it really much.
It hurts so badly, Im dying inside.
I can't lose.
I can't.
Such a loser I am.
到了最后,还是得擦干眼泪,
装着一幅笑脸面对大家。
What hides as drafts.
posted at 11:11 PM
The day I dread advances so quickly.
Yet, funny it is, its not the 0lvls that I dread, but the graduation day itself.
posted at 7:29 PM
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Just another Christmas~
Merry Xmas!! p.s i just assaulted the fat one in red so dont expect pressies :D
posted at 5:37 PM
Sunday, December 21, 2008
16/12/08 1.42am
那晚我无法进入睡眠-
一直在犹豫。
我是否变了,不再是那时的我。
是否是变得好了些还是。。。
我不断地责问自己,
是否我的存在带来大家那么多痛苦,
复杂的心情。
曾经考虑过解决的方法。
我愿意牺牲。
近来也发生不少事。
而想到起初我犯的错误,
我还是对自己感到非常失望,
也不断地自责。
我想,
我的人格单纯,
毕竟也不是很聪明。
做出的每一件事,
都得经过很多考验。
我想这一来我都错了。。。
在此也不想再在乎了。
与其,
一番话让我优于-
友谊是否是永恒不变的。
我不知道。。也希望一天能得到一个肯定的答案。
对我来说,
我所为你做出的付出,
我重不埋怨,只想取回多一点的在乎。
可是我得到的却是一次次的失望。。
因为我只要求。。。。
也许对你来说~
别人的眼光是如此重要,
可惜我也不例外。
但是我也已经好累好累了,
也不想再重视那些眼光了。
不再留言。
我领悟了许多,
要的是什么却说不出口。。。
原来,我不是那么的坚强。。。
谢谢你的诚恳。
posted at 5:28 AM
Friday, December 19, 2008
Reading back.
It seems to occur so vividly and violently.
I wished all that I've thought,
I wished I am wrong.
Strangely enough,
I seemed to learn that its all pretence,
An Act.
I have never been lying,
lest if it for the greater good,
for all.
Sincerity, I hope it doesn't lie.
I wished it all wasn't one. I really do.
posted at 8:02 AM
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Biasness- ccb.
posted at 7:59 AM
Perhaps I'm unable to understand.
But it makes me wonder if my presence meant so much.
Too much..too much.
Great jeopardy.
你也曾经问过我,
对不起,我没法想出一个答案,
也许你说中了
讽刺。
posted at 6:01 AM
Saturday, December 13, 2008
I was hoping that you would say sth.
Even it doesn't involve actions.
Words to make me feel better.
I wonder if all that I've done is worth.
I wonder if the words you said all meant anymore.
I'm starting to think otherwise.
But even still,
I still willingly drown myself in the sorrow.
Just a wishful thinking on my part.
My part-
posted at 12:38 AM
Monday, December 8, 2008
Feverishly waiting for that call.
It appears as it seems I never cared.
Infact it did so badly.
It may be a minor issue-
so small that it seemed a though we have overseen.
But I just realised that how deeply it has cut me,
and that Im in pain.
On the wimp of my lowest moment.
You were there.
But I wished you could stay.
You never left.
posted at 12:45 AM
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Though how blind I may seemed,
I regconised the shadow in the distant.
I know its you.
Never left me on my own.
A light to guide my way-
-Aaron #@#$%
posted at 9:32 AM
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
It used to be different.
posted at 8:50 PM