Friday, November 28, 2008
So it feels good to be a noob tard?
If i had known better.
I wouldnt have FUCKING done some fucking shit.
Yea im such a bastard.
-the black sheep.
posted at 9:52 PM
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Movario licked his dry, cracked lips, not taking his eyes off the ancient book in front of him. His hand, acting almost like a separate entity, scratched spidery notes onto parchment. He knew who V was, but the references to the stone intrigued him. Fragmentary thoughts were gathering, forming up together into something important – but something was missing, some key detail. With trembling fingers he turned the yellowed page.
“The stone was clearly not of this world...”
A triumphant scratch of Movario's quill tore through the parchment. That was it! After all this time his research was finally bearing fruit!
The antiquated surroundings of the temple afforded little warmth, and the only luxury was the lone, guttering candle by which he read. The chill still reached inside, but it did not register for Movario as his unyielding research ground on through the days.
-runescape
posted at 11:47 PM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
I learnt the hidden meaning behind it.
Its not about the trust,
but about my thoughts and instincts.
Don't you think, it came too early and too, "in"conveniently at the "right" point of time?
But its k tho,
Understood you perefectly. Its the right choice and Im not mad or anything.
Don't tell me I'm wrong,
I can read you like a book just as could do.
posted at 5:45 AM
Ahhh..
An exhuasting day at Escape.
Px friends turned out to be some really fun ppl.
Wasn't expecting much since the age gap is umm 5yrs apart :0!!
Aha I still feel nauseous from the rides.
Wet and wild was especially my favourite, we went on it 5times atleast :|
And Haunted, much to my dismay, it wasn't as frightening as it appeared. LOL.
Hope to be there again, someday. O_O
uh, just removed circle from reader's list.
Pretty much using my blog for linkies only and i figured that there are ppl not worth keeping either.
Also, I'm not going for movie tmr even if he ask.
p.s. I got a reason:
"Badminton tmr."
Good enough? And it sounds much same as yours too.
Ahh cY,
Kangaroos are NFS and you don't stroke them.:)
Heh miss me right? O_O
Man, I have been working so much on my work that I just realised than I haven't been playing in ages. Maybe its just 2 days but 24hr is long enough.
Just 2more days - appoximnately 59:31:hrs from now :D. Over soon.
Can't wait..
--
Gasping and choking,
I climbed catiously towards the distant light,
which was clouded with toil and despair.
posted at 3:20 AM
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Heh~
Its been a long time since I've been to a food fest. :0
But I did today,
though it was planned a little later nevertheless I made it anyway.
Nothing much to talk about the day,
went there for food and I got stuffed with mouthful of takos.
It wasn't bad at all and I got home two boxes of cuppas :D
And also,
I came across an interesting line by >_> I don't remember..lol:
I am one in a series of one.
I am the ultimate limited edtiion.
I am the choices I make.
I am.
Oh well, came home pretty late after meeting up with ZiXian and some games of arcade.
Although it seemed like I never touched the wretched machines at all.
-No money spent-
Got a msg from cY today.
Glad hes enjoying himself at farm.
Atleast, hes not complaining bout Aus as much as before
And not begging for home. :D
Still, he got cows for accompainment.
Meh~ we are all so jealous. LOL.
And a word to jY,
Happy Ahma :D.
Srry my dad had to use the comp so I was umm :|..AFK!!
A trip to Escape tmr,
I don't know if I really want to..
-
Fallen into oblivion,
into the wrath of HELL.
My soul~
posted at 8:46 AM
Monday, November 17, 2008
I feel like a tard right now.
I know I should have never doubted you.
To keep your words like u always do.
And rather miracously, I did, too.
Never have it been this long but i pulled through all.
Even at the lowest moment,
I clung on to my next breath.
Even at at the strongest call,
I kept it at bay.
Because I believe that all is worth doing so.
A promise I made to keep,
To do the best of what can be done.
Even so, I can hardly shake of the lurking feeling of the anguish.
I wondered, why does everything comes with a reason.
Sometimes, I just wished something is done without a need to explain.
Let bygones be bygones.
I don't want to probe on it either.
So Leave it. So it can stop setting me thinking too much.
-
Corrupted,
my tormented soul wanders the wilderness, alone.
posted at 7:00 AM
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Savour the last moment of it.
Regain a favour.
Everything just bores me.
Quitting gaming for good, just this while atm.
So I would probably stick to blog and 2/3 posts atleast :|
Anyway, the trip to Escape, my ticket is paid in full and i got a pay of $15 to take photos a day ONLY. Great deal and I agreed but its kind of getting in my head now, don't know if I even want to..
Glad things are getting back to normal now, my OLD life.
As it is..
posted at 9:23 PM
I can't shake off the feeling that i have been cheated.
Can't shake off the feeling that Im just a replica, a substitute.
But I shall perceive, let conscience be the judge.
The source of anguish: me.
Leave it, washing my hands off.
posted at 7:20 PM
I just questioned myself:
Why is everyone changing.
Not for the better, not for the worst either.
And it appears as though they are just upset with something.
It just makes me feel the same way also.
To be kept in the dark, not in a bad way, but it makes me worries.
~I wonder where the source of this Anguish lies.
Its feels good to feel free again.
Atleast for now,
I hope to keep this joy that lasts.
Cheers.
posted at 7:24 AM
-Day 3-
Funny it came so suddenly that the patient to wait grew so greatly.
I do not feel the enthusiasm as before.
The fact that I don't feel upset
but a tinge of joy.
Today, a turn of unexpected event,
I did met up with Jasmine.
Though it was a short meet and little we done,
Im glad that she okay
and still as beautiful always.
And regards about Quacker,
DW, I will still leave a tag for you >_>..
A msg that came so unexpectedly,
although, but once again,
I thought it came so abruptly,
I found it rather conincidental but also quite understandable.
Nvm, i would care less about those now LOL
Had a humongous appetite today and I ate hell lots for dinner.
Though, it all only consisted of eggs and plain rice.
Feeling unusually tired today, so its an early post.
Night, probably going sleep already.
Meh~ Blue proff, feeling better already?
-
Corrupted,
my tormented soul wanders the wilderness..
posted at 4:39 AM
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Bawww, 1.08am.
Still can't get to sleep =.=
Its probably 2am+ there and you're asleep already.
Haix sian, gotta cancel the meet with Jasmine tmr.
Whatever duh, I was expecting something "unexpected" tho expected to happen.
Meh, feels so different, drowing myself in gaming, reading and sleeping.
Skipped breakfast and couldn't finish lunch.
Fighting to curb the demon. haix..
A promise tho, I shall keep to it.
Awkward,
went to ah ma house today for dinner like we always do.
I realised that i haven't spoken more than a 100 words today.
And yea, i made little exchanges with people too.
Idk im so gonna miss :0..
Meh,
Wed, trip to escape but Im not looking forward to it frankly.
Morning blues [duck]..~
My Soul lingers in the body,
attempts to quench the thirst for a breather, for your arrival..
~
posted at 9:03 AM
Friday, November 14, 2008
My first night is going to be a struggle i realised.
I learnt that I've been grown to be so dependent and fed,
I couldn't stop but my eyes are actually welling already.
Promise me that you will be back soon,
And we are all here waiting.
But still,
I should've been there to send you off.
And the treat for some ice-cream LOL,
You probably can't wait. +_+
To Ms Purple, and Orange DUCK too,
Enjoy!
Rmb to take lots of pics.
Right here waiting~
The WANG ZI officially died tonight ~
Rotz begins..
R.I.P.
I was hoping that you would log in on MSN now.
and this would all be nothing but a dreaded dream.
posted at 5:45 AM
Saturday, November 8, 2008
人在世上活着的定义是什么?
为了吃喝玩乐?
为了完成梦想?
还是。。。
为了活着而活?
我失去了活着的意志,
有时真的想一走了之,
活着,痛苦。
死了,也痛苦。
但什么也比不过
没意义的活着,
死也不了的感受。
我为何会这样?
我头很脑乱,
想在人生画上句点,
想先比人早走一步。
但我不舍得自己的舞与琴。。。
若有一天,我放弃了舞与琴,
那我就先跟世界说声:
"来世再见!"
Some siad: 子曰身体发肤,受之父母,不敢毁伤,孝至始也。立身行道,扬名於后世,以显父母,孝之终也。人一生下来,就 得去爱护自己的肉体,然后就要努力拼搏出人头地,貌似只有这样才算孝道。有时真觉得汗颜,几十年过去了,俗 人一个,恐怕也只能爱护身体发肤了。
对于人来说,时间仅仅只是一个点,能够把握的也仅仅只是现在,而不是逝去的.
Some argued: 活着的意义和价值关键是头脑,有就是智慧,人类之所以比其他动物进步,就是人类的智慧,我们的科技的发展也 就是靠智慧,生活的提高...这个东西,有人天生,有人可以通过知识,与不断思考,经验得来,不关多少,只 要不断有所增长就是!!而这一切如果没有心(爱心,孝心,同情心)那你就什么也不是,就和动物一样.每个人 都不一样,只有将你的个性与特性(才能),乐观,积极的人生态度完全的发挥出来,那才是你活着的真正的意义 和价值.
To me: 活着就是为了“见证历史”。
posted at 8:59 AM
In Reply:
8 Nov 08, 18:14
Joel: imho: i feel that its not about us being together. i feel that the problems lies in the little
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8 Nov 08, 18:15
Joel: things that we take into consideration all the time.
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8 Nov 08, 18:16
Joel: And the cons? We get cracked up easy cos we see these of superior piority so we tend to probe on it
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8 Nov 08, 18:18
Joel: because we really cared. It may be for the greater good. Learning from mistakes, usually we all do.
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8 Nov 08, 18:19
Joel: but, you know, the hardest words to put in your mouth would be an apology and it really hurts when u
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8 Nov 08, 18:19
Joel: cant get over with it and move on.. So i think, meeting up often may not be the reason. But its
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8 Nov 08, 18:20
cy: talk on msn =D
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8 Nov 08, 18:20
Joel: more on the way we see things like.. Anyway, idk you guys might see it quite differently cos thats
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8 Nov 08, 18:21
Joel: wad i see the problems lies. Anyway, wad i want to say is, no to keep your feelings hidden.
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8 Nov 08, 18:21
Joel: lest unecessary, its best that u speak it up. epecially wad meant most to ME is some assurance
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8 Nov 08, 18:22
Joel: and friends like you ppl. -umbiquitousDUCK-
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8 Nov 08, 18:22
cy: talk on msn!!
Meh thats wad i want to say. Err lol i was too engrossed in typing never realised you were typing.
posted at 2:26 AM
Friday, November 7, 2008
The senseless approach~
posted at 8:14 AM
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Let no words be spoken.
Im just another faggot.
I have more than those reasons to leave this place for good.
Im just hoping that its the best for all.
Your disappointment just upsets me,
Am I being nosey?
Or would be...
The walk home I had, took forever.
How I wished the car that stopped before me
would just knock me down clean.
But, i beg,
Let it be a quick and painless one..
Im sorry,
terribly am.
posted at 2:55 AM
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Meh~
Atlast im convinced that my room stinks,
as that said by CY and my momma.
And dumb Cy you sat here for so long and u never mentioned T.T..
Meh, i could guess the reasons though cos umm
I will be changing some bad habits,
And i shall be keeping myself + my stuffs clean, absolutely spotless.
K i will try lol.
Esp for my bed, bolster etc etc. meh :|
K ima be starting to put this into prctice LOL..
Quacked.
"The orange, the blue, the yellow, the green, the pink and the purple."
posted at 5:59 PM
Umm ya lol..
me unglam meh
But still im better than edison.. lol
same style WTF?
Behold, Edison Chiang.
Meh, but first, you might want to see wad Mr Edison-says-sorry.
meh, sad hor?
Then theres the Mr Emo-me-no-comp-to-play,
Unglam hor? but still im good :] lol..
posted at 8:11 AM
Sunday, November 2, 2008
The two peas in the pod~
My ignorance towards you, I was wrong.
Dead wrong.
Let us never forget that,
we’ve been through good times and bad,
and I don't want it to end yet.
Don't ache.
It burns me too.
And,
To my mind you are what that makes this post so hard to make.
Lets say I want a perfect ending.
And to reforge the ties we had,
that was all made in the furnace that is.
-Pleasant memories-
And all the Duckies..
[][][][][][][-CIao-][][][[][][]
posted at 9:57 PM
Uh im catching a cold soon.
Uber fun today. Uh quite abit la :|
Bored to tears today. And ya gonna get ownt by Ms Ng tmr.
I haven't done her homework.
Bored to tears now
And i really mean to tears.
Im so sian.
Feel like crying sia. Meh~
meh~
posted at 3:40 AM
Saturday, November 1, 2008
If one day you feel like crying...
Call me.
I don't promise that I will make you laugh,
But I can cry with you.
If one day you want to run away--
Don't be afraid to call me.
I don't promise to ask you to stop...
But I can run with you.
If one day you don't want to listen to anyone...
Call me.
I promise to be there for you.
And I promise to be very quiet.
But if one day you call...
And there is no answer...
Come fast to see me.
Perhaps I need you.
posted at 8:37 AM
Happy birthday Mom.
You've been the best :]
posted at 4:48 AM