Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Recently, i got actuated by violent jealously.
Funny i ever felt this way.
I spent hours reflecting about it and i thought its time that i learnt to let things go.
Drowned in a mixture of complicated emotions, I'm glad that there were people who cared and made my day better. I no longer feel the remorse or anger that i once had; but more of a feeling of disappointment.
I thought for once that i had found the person whom i would have regarded as my "best friend" turned out to be betrayal and confusion.
Many times i have given many chances to show how much that he would care but i guess i was just being naive on my part. Anyway, I've been putting on frigid and cold attitude not to spite, but merely that i think i want things to stay this way. i found new friends that would appreciate the person i am.
posted at 2:38 AM
Monday, September 15, 2008
I knew, keeping myself busy for this few days should keep the peace for this while.
it was really painful to watch the series of controversies that raged as my friends start to turn against each other. To be honest, i did in fact, learnt to hate, and to make negative comments about people.
Uncertainty has became an institution i realised. We all became doubtful of each other and slowly, I'm beginning to lose the trust that i once had to the people around me.
Besides, i had began to feel the growing antipathy against many around me, many times without apparent reasons.
It aches to see my class fall. If only we all had the chance to turn back in time where the good times were.I just hope time would unveil a better end. But perhaps i think we have already passed the point, where sorry heals and makes things better...
Well to you if you are reading. Keep these words in mind and DW k?:
I have learn the hard way; that some poems don't rhyme and some some stories don't have a clear beginning, head and end. After all, life is about not knowing, having a change, taking the moment and making the best out of it without knowing what's going to happen next..
Look forward k? Its over.
posted at 1:29 AM
Monday, September 1, 2008
+Plays bad day by Alvin and the chipmunks- just like how i feel atm.+
Today started out normally like everyday and how it should have been.
i was late for class today and i havent got my homeworks ready.
Ahh and cy was there to "kajiao" me.
ok so i got a guest at home(my cousin) so i went home straight after.
Shes playing my comp then, on maplestory like always.
So this is the breif account of her experience in maple:
(assume that shes talking like me), I r noob mage in maple killing teddies at lvl 23.
I have been here for months and i gained 1 lvl(s) so far cos i got no mana pots and i sit here while my mana regens.
So wtf?!
The way she gamed pissed me off so much that had to brush her off aside while i play.
and i went on stomping then some guy or girl pleaded me to add it* on msn. i dunno which. The way it* talked sounded so "unique".
We had some talk and made some comments exchanges about each others pic. Somehow, it* managed to uncover my msn profile and taken some of my pic.
And this was what it said,"You look good in photos no doubt. You will make an amazing p*rn star."
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i was like wtf?! you ****ing mother ********! you toot toot toot toooooooooooot!
but i thought he probably saw this: HarryChiang_@hotmail.com appears to be offline.
ah well..
Kukup trip is tmr. We will be going out to sea to the kelong which nearly once, claimed my life. *shudders*. Ima buy some food for my granny for giving me $20.
Yay. My mom is going overseas later and i wanted to game really badly.
But still...maple stinks with stupid patches. i love you gm. how i wished i can blow you up. Make me one you toots!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
P.s. i hate Chipmunks.
posted at 2:14 AM