Thursday, July 24, 2008
24/7/08. 10 mins just before the start of my maths tuition. I saw a group of familiar figures in the distant in macdonalds. I knew that thy had left me out.
I realised where do i stand in the people whom i called friends.
They taught me that it is a dog-eat-dog world out there and it was every man out there for himself. The mixture of emotions that churns in my stomach makes me sick. Strangely, i felt no anger, but sadness and disappointment.
I remembered vividly when i was still in the primary levels. I met a friend so sincere.. and who i had left alot of trust in. I recall the times we had fun, ya the mischeives and all. Yet today, those memories came out so blur- I hardly remember it at all now. Afterall, it was that incident which drifted us apart. Then, i found it so hard trust.
At secondary one, I moved to a new district. one that i hoped to call home. I met a couple of friends who picked me up from where i fell and edged me slowly to move on. I thought that i had found a new life, for time passed and i started to regain the trust.
However..much to my disappointment. They were the ones who had picked me up from the fall, but too, who left to cripple and fall.
posted at 6:48 AM
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Some really interesting stuffs i read somewhere.
Hope you like it :)) Enjoy~
P.S. Im not a christian.
God versus Science
An Atheist Professor of Philosophy speaks to his Class on the problem Science has with GOD, the ALMIGHTY.
He asks one of his New Christian Students to stand and . . .
Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son ?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So you Believe in GOD ?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD Good ?
Student : Sure.
Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ?
Student : Yes.
Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he Prayed to GOD to Heal him.
Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill.
But GOD didn't.
How is this GOD good then? Hmm?
( Student is silent )
Professor : You can't answer, can you ?
Let's start again, Young Fella.
Is GOD Good?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Is Satan good ?
Student : No.
Professor : Where does Satan come from ?
Student : From . . . GOD .. . .
Professor : That's right.
Tell me son, is there evil in this World?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ?
And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student : Yes.
Professor : So who created evil ?
(Student does not answer)
Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness?
All these terrible things exist in the World, don't they?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, who Created them ?
( Student has no answer )
Professor : Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify and Observe the World
around you. Tell me, son . . . Have you ever Seen GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor : Tell us if you have ever Heard your GOD?
Student : No , sir.
Professor : Have you ever Felt your GOD, Tasted your GOD, Smelt your GOD?
Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor : Yet you still Believe in HIM?
Student : Yes.
Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD
doesn't exist.
What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor : Yes, Faith. And that is the Problem Science has.
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?
Professor : Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as Cold?
Professor : Yes.
Student : No sir. There isn't.
( The Lecture Theatre becomes very quiet with this turn of events )
Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat, Mega Heat,
White Heat, a Little Heat or No Heat...
But we don't have anything called Cold.
We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is No Heat,
but we can't go any further after that.
There is no such thing as Cold.
Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat.
We cannot Measure Cold.
Heat is Energy.
Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it.
( There is Pin - Drop Silence in the Lecture Theatre )
Student : What about Darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as Darkness?
Professor : Yes. What is Night if there isn't Darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir.
Darkness is the Absence of Something¡K
You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light . . .
But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and its called
Darkness, isn't it? In reality, Darkness isn't.
If it is, were you would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you?
Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is flawed.
Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality.
You argue there is Life and then there is Death,
a Good GOD and a Bad GOD.
You are viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite,
something we can measure.
Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought.
It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has never seen,
much less fully understood either one.
To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that
Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing.
Death is Not the Opposite of Life: just the Absence of it.
Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Students that they evolved
from a Monkey?
Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process,
yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?
( The Professor shakes his head with a Smile, beginning to realize where the Argument is going )
Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and
Cannot even prove that this Process is an On - Going Endeavor,
Are you not teaching your Opinion, sir?
Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?
( The Class is in Uproar )
Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen the Professor's Brain?
( The Class breaks out into Laughter )
Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's Brain, Felt it, touched or
Smelt it? . . .
No one appears to have done so.
So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable,
Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that you have No Brain, sir.
With all due respect, sir, how do we then Trust your Lectures, sir?
(The Room is Silent. The Professor stares at the Student, his face unfathomable.)
Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.
Student : That is it sir . . .
scource: i dunno O_O
posted at 2:32 AM
Monday, July 14, 2008
School started out at 7.20am. But i made it in on time again anyway.
Zames has been getting on my nerves lately. The reason? The quarrel we had in SS lessons ealier that day. Anyway, we havent seen eye to eye after that incident. Thank him for acting like a smart bungolio to me in then.
Hate to admit but i do feel bad after that. Hes been trying to patch up with me in the most ridiculous ways to get over with it and for us to move on and get along :S. But tempers were flying around then and I just wasn’t thinking straight and I had threw some pretty harsh words at him and so, I couldnt bring myself to apologize to him for being a such a tard.
Anyway, I want to get this out that it wasnt me the one whose been throwing erasers about in class. Wanted to reveal the one who did it but I couldnt betray my some of the most trusted friends I got around me can I?
Cheow yong has been ruining my day[ like always;) ] with his words: me being flirtatious becos i was the only guy who went out with the girls then calls me Edison Chiang. Adrian got the bug anyway and hes been calling me that since.
Hmm. Im not mad at him but merely felt like umm annoyed. In fact I like this name ALOT. :)
posted at 7:49 AM
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Haha. Im back. Try spotting me^^
Had an exhuasting day- A FAILED class outing that only Tiff, Jiayi, Rachel and ME made it. Oh well we decided to have one the night before at like 12.30am so im not surprised that many couldnt make it; And some came up with really dumb excuses.
Though disappointed, im glad that i was the only guy hahaha so i can have them for myself. jkjks. :D
The show was alright except that i didnt understand half of it like how they even got their powers at the start.
Anw,
2F Peeps, rmb Ms Ouyang. I got her as a contact in Friendster like a week ago. Ima get her to add you if you want :|
posted at 6:51 AM
Friday, July 11, 2008
Life sucks like always.
My project team short of fell apart and i suggested that we do individuals.
I tried to pull them together by suggesting to meet up after tuition at 2.30 so we can finish it up in time. We have been working on it like for 3 weeks wtf?!
Yep. We made progress.So wad? searching for pics and details isnt a big deal.
They made complains. and complains then fights then hatred.
Dean wouldnt read messages so i sent him an email instead.
Keller said that he was busy with stuffs so he couldnt (or wouldnt) help me inform the rest.
Adrian, you know, the busy one. K he cant turn up. Im fine that.
Atleast Junyu asked the time.
That was all i could ask for.
I gave them a piece of mind and I know they will hate me for it. I dont care anymore. Really.
Sucks. [a life of regretful choices]
posted at 8:47 PM